Thursday, September 29, 2011

Practice was good today :)
We are still blocking and so that is super boring, but I always forget how much I love being in plays. It is the best! Steel Magnolias is going to be amazing!

Oh another note,
People are so unpredictable sometimes. It drives me a little bit crazy.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

I am feeling kind of lonely today. I have been around people all day. There are just some people that I wish I was closer to. There wasn't really anybody there(at play practice) today that I have that great of a connection with, and that makes me sad. I wish things weren't so hard sometimes.

Monday, September 26, 2011

I am a tired lady

I am up to my neck in a lack of motivation. I am up to my eyes in tiredness, and I am up to my heart in high school life.

Today was just hard, it has been a difficult day. I have a million things to do, and no motivation to do them. I have a short time to sleep and a restless mind. I have my heart in this, and your heart is on leave.

Yes, I am in high school, but that does not make my thoughts or words invalid. Stop acting like it does. I am tired of that most of all.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Fight Club

Last night I went to my friend Addison's house and watched Fight Club for the first time. Brad Pitt is such a babe! Ahh! Haha!

Last night was good <3

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Lots has been going on since I last posted anything.

Here are a few :

- I got the lead role in my school play (Steel Magnolias!)
- I found out that I will be getting my braces off in at least six months! Woot!
- I went to Dallas for AMTC and had a amazing and hard weekend there.


On anther note,
I am completely frustrated with the male population...Well not really just a few of them. Why are guys so confusing? Hello speak my language please?

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

New Again



I have been listening to this Cd pretty much nonstop for a couple of days now. It is like seeing a familiar face in a crowd of strangers. It is just a comfortable memory and I love it.

"We found a house with a yard and moved all of my things and most of your things in. Honey, I was proud of it. Honey I was proud of you." - Everything Must Go

I think that line is undeniably sweet.

Thankful Heart 2


Things that I am thankful for today :

* Rain!

* My Best Friend!

* Books!

* God!

* Elvis Presley!


All shook up!

I'm not sure quite where to begin with this post, because I'm still not quite sure how I'm feeling. There are a lot of different things going on in my head and heart right now.

I have been looking around, at all the different human relationships. Love between best friends, love between people dating, love between family, love between us and animals, and I'm seeing all the relationships that I have been secretly jealous of. I didn't realize that I was jealous, though, until I saw each one of them fall apart. Every relationship that I have been seeing as perfect and thinking how happy they must be, I'm finding out is not that at all. There is always more going on, on the inside, and before, I just wasn't seeing any of that. In the last few weeks, I am just realizing more and more how incredibly unreliable people are. There are people that you used to rely on and trust turning around and shaking your world dry. It is really disconcerting to me.

I know a few people who have a extremely terrible home life. It really breaks my heart to see how it affects them and then to see how used to it they are. I wish I could do something significant to help. I wish that I fully understood everything they feel, because honestly I don't. I want so badly for things to be good for them, I'm just not so sure that I have all the answers.

I love the weather today. It is completely perfect. It is cool and rainy, and clean and wonderful. I think everyone in Oklahoma is feeling the relief that this wonderful weather has brought.

I am really excited because I made a 116 on my Geometry test! I was a little concerned about it but I am super glad that I did well!! I also made a 87 on my Chemistry test. I wish I would have done better, but it was the first quiz of the year, so hopefully it won't matter too much.


End.rant. now!

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Once upon a couple weekends ago...









Moore War Weekend!


So yesterday, I went to my first Moore War! We lost...eleven years in a row now...haha! But it was tons of fun! I went with my two bestfriends, Kayla and Christina! Anyway it was a blast, we made cute shirts, and painted ourfaces with war paint, we checked out hot WestMoore Guys and ate giant snow cones. This weekend was so much fun!

WestMoore may have won...
But Moore will still always have better school spirit! :)

Thursday, September 1, 2011

27 Years


Today is my parent's 27th anniversary. How precious.
Its weird that they have been married for so long! I love them so much :)
Songs that have been on my playlist recently:

Don't ask for the water : Ryan Adams
Call me on your way back home : Ryan Adams
Everlong(acoustic) : Foo Fighters
Divided : Tegan and Sara
Hard Worker : Avett Brothers
Nothing short of Thankful : Avett Brothers
Living Room : Tegan and Sara


Just thought I'd share those wonderful songs.